As a female, I’ve always prided myself in having an interest
in Science. I feel like there isn’t enough support for girls who want to pursue
careers in math/science/technology, and I want to be part of the change that is
this generation (I never said this blog post wouldn’t be cheesy. Take this as a
warning). But even though I dream of being an oncological researcher one day, I
can’t ignore the fact that my interests in the arts also define me. For years,
I’ve been slightly embarrassed by my love for reading and writing and music,
because I felt like it was just too stereotypical girl. It fit the gender roles I loathed far too well: little boys
play with trucks, little girls tend to ‘crying’ baby dolls; teenage boys learn
to solve the world’s problems, teenage girls write poems about their feelings;
grown-up boys hold a briefcase, grown-up girls hold Windex. I detested the
prospect of seeming less intelligent than a male, because I would rather read a
book than solve a Calculus problem.
In recent months I’ve realized the utter idiocy of this insecurity.
All my life, I’ve been told that scientific and mathematical knowledge are the
avenues to actually making a tangible difference in this world. From the
invention of the light bulb, the steam engine, the telephone, who can argue
that careers in numbers change the world? But, I felt like I was missing some
integral part of the equation. Does the development of civilization depend only
on mechanical calculations, or do the softer sides of our brains play an equal
role?
These questions had lingered in the recesses of my mind for
years, but did not come to fruition until I heard Professor Cook-Gailloud deliver
a presentation dealing with the processing of language and learning at Johns
Hopkins University. She began her presentation with eight simple words: “Art is
not a privilege; it’s a necessity.” She explained how the spread of language fostered communication and a sense of community among disparate people
thousands of years ago, and how it continues to do so. Many evolutionary
biologists, even, hold the view that a high level of communication between Homo
sapiens led to the extraordinary development of cognitive intelligence that
distinguishes our species from all others in the animal kingdom. Before humans
had invented the wheel, men and women were producing cave paintings in an effort to understand the natural world that they belonged to; before the dawn of the Agricultural
Revolution, people were singing and telling stories around fires, spiritually
linking themselves to each other through the art produced by their own voices. The point I’m trying to make out of all this is that art precedes
mechanics. If humans cannot sit and think and make sense of the world we live
in – as our ancestors once did – our sense of purpose will cease to exist.
My encounter with Professor Cook-Gailloud helped me understand
the vital importance of Literature as a means for expression; instead of being
ashamed of my fascination with the arts, I’ve come to truly embrace it. I
realize that Science and Language have similar aims: to make sense of the world.
While Physics achieves this purpose through means of formulas to explain concrete
occurrences, Language describes both the abstract and the tangible through words
and ideas.
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